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Migraine Aura Update: The Next Morning

Last night, things got really tough.  Where the worst is 10 on the richter scale, it reached 8, maybe 8 and a half.  I was desperate for a good cry and tears did fall down my cheeks but there was no full release.  I was deep in the grip of the worst kind of migraine aura symptoms again.  My thoughts became dark, but I held on.  I noticed that there’s a part of me that welcomes this terrible feeling and a part of me that denies and fights it, it’s so complicated. 

Then, I wrote a few lines to someone special and unexpectedly found I started channelling information from the inner planes, I realised I was spiritually wide open and acting as a receiver, a conduit.  This happens, but it was interesting it was happening now.  It calmed me down and balanced me out, I was still low mood, low energy, but went to bed in a much better frame of mind. 

I lay in bed last night and realised I don’t have to pray in desperation for support like I have done at times like this, I was okay with myself.  I smiled and realised this was my chance to embrace it.  Thinking about the migraine symptoms I was experiencing, I said to myself, “This is love expressing itself.  I’m okay, everything is going to be okay.”  And I fell asleep.

Now, I wake up and feel fine, my body has been healing itself all through the night.  I’m sure it’s got a lot more healing to do, but I feel, on a deep level, that something profound, something very good happened over the past 24 hours.   

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Healing The Heart of the Earth is my blog and the Home of Four Branches Healing which is the shamanic and energy healing service of myself, Amanda Reid. My blog focuses on my spiritual thoughts, feelings and experiences throughout a daily life blessed with the freedom to be and do many of my favourite things. Coupled with the lessons, messages and challenges that certain physical conditions bring to me from time to time, namely migraine aura and osteoarthritis. Sometimes, I face outwards and focus on bringing healing to others, sometimes, I need to face inwards and focus on my own healing and growth. My passions include walking in the woodlands and working with the trees, strolling along beaches and swimming in the seas. I approach most things from the perspective of a worker with energy, looking for the energetic dynamic and using it to bring healing, hope, love, faith and manifestation into my life and those of others who cross my path, in as much as I am able. My path is wholly within the vibrations of the divine, particularly the feminine principle of the divine, whose current expression is enabling a balance of male and female energy for humanity. One day, we will be ready to embrace the non-gender reality of the cosmic levels completely, but for now, the divine feminine is bringing her loving and compassionate energy to balance out and bring healing to the millenia of masculine divine energy that has been expressing itself on Earth. If there was only one thing I could say to you, it is this, you are divine. It matters not who you are, you are divine. You have no reason to accept what I say, but I still wish for you to know it, not with your thoughts and mind but in such a way that you feel and experience the truth of it, embrace and embody it. You are divine. You and every other being you know. By divine, I mean you are made up of the same stuff as what we call God, what I call the Creator. At our core, all of us are that pure, that perfect, that magnificent and that wise. We are, however, a little more complicated than that, consisting of a number of elements that go together to make who we are in this, our present personality, in this, our current incarnation on Earth. Take that divine core and add a rather confused and easily bruised personality/ego with a severe memory problem, starting out (again) as a little baby, growing up in a hurt and challenging world, amongst a population of people all going through the same thing, all trying to work it out. The divine core, at soul level, is more like a passenger, its voice not heard for all the noise of our physical existence; the desires, the emotions, the struggles, the suffering, the pain, the fears. All of it, illusion, just a very convincing one. I’m one of many who are waking up. Are you one who is waking up? Confusing, isn’t it? But worth it. There truly is no other way, this is simply the best game in town and we are ascending. Wake up with me and embrace your divine nature. You are more than welcome, you are my reason for being here.

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