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Dark Into Light

It was a half moon yesterday, half in the light and half in the dark, a match for my mood.

I was struggling again, feeling sad and low, I tried using the ‘opening the heart’ exercise but could not even focus for a moment.  So, I decided to go to the beach with Andy.  In the car on the way, I thought about surrender.  I thought it was okay to be sad and to surrender to being sad, so I said to my heart, “I feel how you feel and I love you, no matter what.”  And something changed.

I realised that by surrendering to sadness, I was also letting it go, easily.  I had chosen to be sad and now I was choosing to stay sad.  So, I stopped doing that and chose love instead.  I looked out of the window at the New Forest landscape and the wild horses, the sky and clouds, the sunlight.  I was thinking about seeing the world with eyes filled with enhanced love.  This was an ability given to me by Master Sananda when he placed his energetic hands over my eyes last April.  Now, I realised I can invoke this ability whenever I use love and intent to do so.  All of a sudden, I saw the world as beautiful beyond the physical reality, brighter, lighter, filled with love.  Everything changed.

By the time we reached the beach, I was full of love and my sadness had departed.  I had stopped choosing to be sad.  I’d just allowed myself to feel whatever my heart chose to feel instead and, of course, my heart chose love.  That was how to surrender.  It was like finding the key to heaven.  



Healing The Heart of the Earth is my blog and the Home of Four Branches Healing which is the shamanic and energy healing service of myself, Amanda Reid. My blog focuses on my spiritual thoughts, feelings and experiences throughout a daily life blessed with the freedom to be and do many of my favourite things. Coupled with the lessons, messages and challenges that certain physical conditions bring to me from time to time, namely migraine aura and osteoarthritis. Sometimes, I face outwards and focus on bringing healing to others, sometimes, I need to face inwards and focus on my own healing and growth. My passions include walking in the woodlands and working with the trees, strolling along beaches and swimming in the seas. I approach most things from the perspective of a worker with energy, looking for the energetic dynamic and using it to bring healing, hope, love, faith and manifestation into my life and those of others who cross my path, in as much as I am able. My path is wholly within the vibrations of the divine, particularly the feminine principle of the divine, whose current expression is enabling a balance of male and female energy for humanity. One day, we will be ready to embrace the non-gender reality of the cosmic levels completely, but for now, the divine feminine is bringing her loving and compassionate energy to balance out and bring healing to the millenia of masculine divine energy that has been expressing itself on Earth. If there was only one thing I could say to you, it is this, you are divine. It matters not who you are, you are divine. You have no reason to accept what I say, but I still wish for you to know it, not with your thoughts and mind but in such a way that you feel and experience the truth of it, embrace and embody it. You are divine. You and every other being you know. By divine, I mean you are made up of the same stuff as what we call God, what I call the Creator. At our core, all of us are that pure, that perfect, that magnificent and that wise. We are, however, a little more complicated than that, consisting of a number of elements that go together to make who we are in this, our present personality, in this, our current incarnation on Earth. Take that divine core and add a rather confused and easily bruised personality/ego with a severe memory problem, starting out (again) as a little baby, growing up in a hurt and challenging world, amongst a population of people all going through the same thing, all trying to work it out. The divine core, at soul level, is more like a passenger, its voice not heard for all the noise of our physical existence; the desires, the emotions, the struggles, the suffering, the pain, the fears. All of it, illusion, just a very convincing one. I’m one of many who are waking up. Are you one who is waking up? Confusing, isn’t it? But worth it. There truly is no other way, this is simply the best game in town and we are ascending. Wake up with me and embrace your divine nature. You are more than welcome, you are my reason for being here.

8 thoughts on “Dark Into Light

    1. Hello, lovely lady, I hope you’re well. Choosing to love is not something I did for the first time, but this was the first time it changed everything, must have been combining it with opening the heart and enhanced love that did it. It’s great to live and learn. Much love to you, Kris. x

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  1. That is what surrender is about and you did it. You have to have love and faith in your heart to do it and I think I know a thing or two about that. Surrendering means to accept things for what they are, vs. fighting them. Some days we are sad, maybe for no reason known to us, and it is ok. Some days we may question things and again we can accept that it’s our curiosity and our desire to know. Surrender means to stop before our way of being becomes harmful to us. Before our egos make a party out of the misery and distort our truths. Everything in life boils down to our choices and at times we fail to acknowledge that we have that power. Surrender and choices rule over resistance and it is resistance that causes us stress and hardship.
    Life will always have a way to unfold as it is meant to be. Sometimes we don’t understand or even like how it is unfolding, and that’s because we are human and scared. Believing that there is purpose, even in those moments, cuts the resistance in half and your life becomes easier. Xoxoxo. Love is the answer to how to life a fulfilled and peaceful life.
    Thank you for my other message in the sand. I loved it and you my dear sister. 💙

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    1. Thank you for your wonderful communication I have just sent you a hefty reply. You are so right about our egos making a party from misery and distorting our truths. I can see that the thing I did in this post is the same way I can cut through the past issues from the recent brotherly visit. All is well, I have got the power to make love not misery. Thank you for all your help, you are incredible and I am so grateful for all you say and do. xxx

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